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Tuesday, November 15, 2011


Walking down the overly-crowded hallways...walking but not thinking...
Not paying attention to the world around you...
Just allowing your feet to take you where they please.

The smiles, I see them. I do.
Some of them familiar, some of them out of pity.
But it's okay, intentions are good.
But what do I feel? How do I react?
I'd rather be wrapped up in the comfort of a blanket while sipping hot cocoa.

And I'm fine with that.
I'm fine with a lot of things.
But I'm not fine with the way she thinks she is.
And I'm not fine with the wind tousling my already messy hair.

I know I am not alone. I know I am far from alone.
Yet sometimes my emotions tell me other wise.
And sometimes I am left tying my shoes and wishing for better days.

When I don't even need to.
Because I have glittery nail-polish and over-tattered secret books to keep me happy.
I even have laughter that makes my tummy sore.
But that isn't the point...or is it?
I can't seem to think so.
So I'll just stick to the changes and allow myself to bend and mold and not move at all.

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