lurking

October 20, 2013

the way that you walked in, so subtle.
so unexpected.
it got me.
in the shadows.
in the covers of friendship.
it got me.
and there's nothing, but there is everything.
i'm not scared, not in the slightest.
i'm hopeful.
not hopeful enough to break me, but enough to keep it alive.
you say one thing and I think a million little things.
but the waves, the tracks, the pages...
i'm not so sure which one we are on.
I mean, we are on.
so on.
but in that secretive way of uncertainty.
cause maybe i'm ahead...or behind.
but maybe so are you.
the exact same type, I mean.
and you say you're numb to it all, but I don't believe you.
it's different.
we're different.
but we aren't even existent.
and that's alright with me, that's alright with me.
and that's me being honest.
not with myself though, but with my words.